getting better ;)

mcm2 benda buruk jd kt sy lately ni,

rse mcm nk share semua,

tp, tak perlu la kot,

bkn semua benda kita bley share kt cni ye !

bukan ada org nk amek tau pn kn.

pffftt

i have 4 sentence to say,

and i want to make it short and simple.

i'm kinda lazy lately because i'm not feeling quit well with myself regarding not enough sleep and a lot of things need to be done at the same time.

or maybe i'm just the one you kept thinking that the job is hard ,

but actually it's not. ok~

1. not feeling in a mood to be around with people lately. it's hard to make people satisfied. and i learned that we don't need to make their life easier, make my own life way better than others
2. my time management sucks. with both subject. argghhh
3. jangan risau ye, i'm not going to change anything about myself for a guy. not thinking to be in one. *scared of commitment.
4. rse mcm nk sepak2 semua org. buat sakit hati jer kn !

i don't fell that way anymore for you,

it's just like your not even in my head. but i won't lie to myself.

i will only miss you if i let myself miss you. that's it. full stop.

you know how i let these feelings calm me down either than crying over you?

i hug mr beckham so hard until i fall to sleep.

YES, EVERY NIGHT I WILL THINK OF YOU BEFORE I SLEEP.

even i know that your not. pathetic right? that's me.

as long as i'm not bothering you, i guess i'm okay with what i did to my life.

i'm not disturbing you right.

ramai yang ckp sy ego,

so, what ?

ego sy bersebab ok !

sometimes ,

when i sad, sick or something like heartbreak,

i'll heard my feveret song 2 make me feel better,

1) kau satu by spider

2) tanpa by sixth sense

3) dilemma by nelly ft kelly

4) menyesal by sixth sense

5) berlari by tomok

lagu semua yg sedih2 kn ?

ok, mmg saja la bg aku nanges.

and i also like to read love quotes,

its sentences usually make me really2 happy n also feel more better.

i know i'll getting better

dun wory about me

my life is more important

and i also must remember that,

love myself much better before i want to love somebody.

ohhh, yeahh !

p/s : i really2 hope tomorrow and tomorrow is better than today

:)